and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Monday, Jun. 09, 2003
-food for thot.. in depression-
sigh.. depressed. now.why am i so out eveywhere. just turned on the computer and whoolah... i'm just feeling so depressed here.. leave me alone.. life's like that.. all that i have within me is like just depressed and i guess there's no one who i can talk to.. mel can be a good person.. though i may not have known her for a long time i think that she can actually listen.. i mean have lots of other friends but they don't really will listen to you.. all these years of knowing them was sure fun but not real.... i really dont' know.. but i just feel so .. out of place.. ,, why's 2d so lifeless maybe i'm just not out to be in there. why is life like that.. i feel that there's no one i can actually talk to .. maybe i'll just talk to God about it... it'll lightn my thots.sigh. pressed down. maybe the new clique in 2d is better for me. rather than being ignored in previous times. maybe i'm just being paranoid. but is that what i am? an irritating pissed person.? at least mel and cherie listens.. this is so true... im' not trying to be angel here. bu t hey.. i need my own freedom pple out there... don't do things that make me feel out... i'm not blaming anybody here ); just blame myself lah.. pple out there. you're still friends but maybe not a good listner here.. i'll seek good listeners and i'll be a listener. hiaxx. what's life.. depressed. out. church. the place where i relieve myself. even there, i feel ignored .. why? if you're reading this.. i suggest you stop. you don't want to noe what's gotten into me.. i'm just so out.. why am i borned to be like that.. i'm human.. aniwae. so far. i'm not referring to anibody... . . . if you're still readding ... thanks .for listening.. it's crap.. butit's facts.. thatnks ppeeps.. ): i guess i should stop here and go pray about it.. i think you pple don't know what im talking about so far. but it's ok.. thanks for reding up to here.. hmm.. maybe this diary thing won't work out for me. u noe writng down thots. nvm ): (: ...
Gray:
You poor, depressed child. A rain cloud seems to
follow you everywhere. The worst has always got
to happen doesn't it? Life is miserable.
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be still... 11:42 a.m.
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