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Be still, and know that I am God -Ps 46:10
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, Dec. 02, 2003 ok have been quite busy. handling camp stuff and carolling and band practises on sunday-- had church in the morning then got 'conned' by sen to do bookmarks at joanne chuah's house until 5sth. sen drove me back to church for band prac. after band prac 10 olclock? Jeremy took us out for ddinner.. it' was a long dinner at fish & co. a dinner to be remembered. talked quite a bit about God having great plans for YM w/s team and about the past and present. yeap.. really.. it's sth to think about. and yeap i say again ... jeremy's a person to look up to and i thank God for such a person (: and i got home about 11 sth. 'ym w//s team would be like no other band! we have the potential in ten years time, the hall would be filled' -- jeremy and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, Nov. 25, 2003 ok.. yupei tell you , it's a FUN OH-SO-FUN experience with lots of worship.. and i think it was really a great time and place to worship God and yes. Nehemiah 8:10 ...the joy of the Lord's is MY strength and yupe as Jeremy was sharing with us.. he kept stressing on that.. yes.. i guess maybe alter calls and stuff are becoming a bit routine-ish.. and some times i feel worthless and reallyl sick sick and tired of worshipping.. and it's a worship retreat and we were of course discussing how the year had paased .you know. what went wrong and what was right.. and stuuf and i guess most of us ARE tired.. being in the team.. physically and spiritually sometimes i myself can find it so hard just to submit and focus on the LORD and i just get really carried away. it's really tough. to juggle practices and sch work.. but it's all sacrifices you have to make. and i guess i'm not regretting any bit of it. because i admit: this experience has helped to -to know- God. really previously i didn't know God personaly and yes! i would like to thank all out there in worship min. encourages thanks! and i guess that's what keeps everybody going . even thought they are tired . really tired of servin.g and really mentally tired and all that even though some pple feel it's quite xian. hmmm. yarp. back retreat was great.. worship lasted hours last night. it was realyl a time to minister. and you know playing your instruments up there is not showing off or trying to fill in everything but it's for God's pple to truly worship . and really like perry said, YM is simply like a SHOPPING CENTRE seriously, pple come and go, lot's of pple. they don't worship.. they watch a concert, how good or how bad, they bother so much.. and being all aobut in the worship min. is a chance to be a leader to, a JOYCE was sharing, open the door. and that's it. open it and let His glory minister to them tt's about it. it's not a stage performance besides that, we also watched DVD aoubt other pp worshipping. and hmm yah.aobut showmanship and stuff and JEREMY"S a really GOOD man to look up too! really, you cld ask me why. and i enjoyed btw, i did sth bad to day: i talked bad about somebody who really trusts me.. hmmm but i mean it's quite true.. don't worry. it's just somebody from welsey. ah..
btw, we all slept at 2am some were worshiping and others playing polar bear!!! and hah jeremy woke us up at 7am.. whoocks.. 5hrs of sleep! and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, Nov. 18, 2003 all i saw were threats and... 2 shiny... sharp... shocking... knives ah well.. it wasn't very pleasant... hmmm whoo hoo.. blah..blah.. i was shocked terrified afraid.. didn't know what to do.. luckily i called mel. (: hmm thanks melanie.. and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, Nov. 11, 2003 let me tell you a story entitle, while i was staring. while i was lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, forcing it to stare back at me, (oi, i was listening to my Reuben Morgan CD as well) the phone rang. "Mag, your call. oi!oi!", my mother said. "oh ok" i replied i ran across my mum's bed, and, standing on top of it, i picked up the phone and ah.. it was melanie. "Hey mag..."she rattled"blahblah" are you bored now?..blah.. i'm on the street..blah.. i'll call you back" and so i went back to my staring business. and then "ring!!!" went the phone. it was her again. again, i ran across the bed. "mag, where do you think i am now...blah.. why don't you open your door and see where i am" and whalah. i dashed down.. and i heard feli sreaming "HI MAG!!!!!!!!" ok. my bro was having ruition. and so.. feli and mel said they wanted to escort me to vic's house. quite surrised. anyway. i aske my mum and off we went.. hmm no wonder pple say i have such sweet friends. heh!!!!! jkjk anyway.. that's it. -end of story-
and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Thursday, Nov. 06, 2003  pig Main Entry: 1pig Pronunciation: 'pig Function: noun Usage: often attributive Etymology: Middle English pigge Date: 13th century 1 : a young swine not yet sexually mature; broadly : a wild or domestic swine 2 a : PORK b : the dressed carcass of a young swine weighing less than 130 pounds (60 kilograms) c : PIGSKIN 3 a : one that resembles a pig 4 : a crude casting of metal (as iron) 5 slang : an immoral woman 6 slang, usually disparaging : POLICE OFFICER - pig·like hmm definitions of pig- sometimes i'm just like a little pig. i need- i want- to be free- out of this little smelly ole pig sty. pig sty a sty pigs live in see, stys are smelly untidy boring. stare at the wall, and force the wall to stare at you. even if walls have ears. it'd be full of wax. the ears are not doing their job. at home: nobody. nothing. there's nothing to talk gossip complain. to . this case, walls don't need to have ears. so,, who said walls have ears.. they don't have it! ok i'm side-tracking. yes. i'm a pig pigs are lazy snorters. what can you do at home? besides look at the the 4 earless walls and that big ole bed.. i mean.. pig's bed. so.. 1)stare at the earless walls and force it to stare at you 2) you could try digging wax out of its ears 3) try to be pig-hippy
4)start dancing crzy
or 5) sleep. pigly.... until everybody's back home and it's civilissation again!!!!! yes. no more pig.. that's when you wake up and see people! yes! people not pigs.. and then walls' ears would un-waxed and you become MAGDALENE again! then again, it's back to piggystyland after you wake up again.. sigh.. ooh btw,, resting too much to get well ain't going to work.. just look at me.. hmm. i'm sicker heh! and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Sunday, Nov. 02, 2003 haha must be the sentosa outing sen brought us to. heh! at least we all got lunch/dinner/sentosaentry treat! whoala. ok. we wentr to sentosa after worship. yes. it was a great longest worship. Joel. w/s leadr. yes. great job! come for camp! i believe God has a great plan for all of us (: back: at sentosa, btw, we took the NEL there, we went to the beach. it's the cleanest ever beach in singapore. even though not that clean. they threw each other into the sea. well, i couldn't . was wearing thick jeans lah. and they swam to the nearby island. ahehe! fun! except for the irritating fookthye heh! hmm. and yupe we played squash. i'm getting at it! yupe. ok it's a long day. and so. more things we did. hmmm i've got to thank sen for being so genourous!! whee lunch: DON dinner: pastamania. not cheap eh.. hamm ho hum. and yes, btw, after today, my skins become draker than ever! hmm too tanned. black. brackish ahah and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Oct. 29, 2003 i know You're the mseeiah You gave your life for me ... Jesus you are God. i will shout Your fame toall the earth. i will lift Your name on high. ...the whole world will know your goodness... as i live a life that shouts Your fame.. - Shout Your Fame Let's play catch - camp theme You will receive power when the HOly Spirit comes on you.. you will be my witnesses. hmmm. i was trying hard to meditate on that.... hmm.. to the ends of the earth... forever.. i wonder. what.. lets play catch i guess camp's going to be a good experience. and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Monday, Oct. 27, 2003 and to choir girls! welldon'e.. please excuse my terrible out of time playing girls. sorry.. yupe but still. great job! (: ooh watched bruce almighty. stoopiac show. ahah. hmm..and cherie was locked out of her room. and my bag too ahha hmm yupe... thought of the day:why do people talk ALOT online really loads of rubbish and insults and nice things etc.. but talk less on the phone... but don't even seem to talk at all when they meet .ahmm .. haha. weird isn't it? hmmm..i have no particular idea. prob because all that needs to be said has been said already. or... i don't know. it's not the same when you talk face to face. hmmm. . weird.. lala. i'm feelin' tired. why? am i always smiling when i see people but when i see the usual faces at home i sigh. ahmm. weird... maybe because i see those faces too often.. oh ok. this is getting nowhere. so. tats peeple. and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003 i was wondering why sometimes i'm so dislikeable. anyway, i find it hard to talk here publicly. it's like everyone's going to read it and they're prob going to laugh it off. hmm.. i need to talk... sigh.. and yes. i wonder... why do people find it more difficult to talk. and when they talk online . loads of rubbish just come out of them flahing continously on your screen. but when you talk nothing comes out. you say words. not sentences. hmm is it so difficult to talk? hmm just wondering. you just have lots of things to say but you.. just can't. ahha. anyway.. -_- ooh me myself i yest was deepavali. we went to vic's hse.. ooh it's HUGE . caldecott hill. soo near mediacorp. yupe they were singing. practise for sch. Christmas service. i think it sounded just great!! well done! ahha. well, welcome for all the 'thanks' i got. eeks. haha and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Thursday, Oct. 23, 2003 Where there seems to be no way He works in ways we cannot see He will make a way for me He will be my guide Hold me closely to His side With love and strength for each new day He will make a way He will make a way _______________________________________
SORRY feli..... made you wait like .. i didn't realise it at all.... and the you weren't there when i took cab back .. haha.. aniwae glad you're safe now.... fret not. you were protected. (: i was frantic. haha anyway.. yupe sorry... ahha .this is entirely dedicated to you. ahha sorry
and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Thursday, Oct. 16, 2003 in like weeks. ? months? my birthday passed.. i must say it's a one-of-a-kind thanks guys. for the cake and surprise and alll!! i'm quite surprised ..nono very surprised. i had 3 cakes in total one on the saturday youth service day... the mouse cake. haha thanks anyway... and another at homw on sunday.. and another one today!! hmm ahah THANKS!!!! sorry if there's any mistakes in typing. i can't really see what i'm typing here right now cos my screen's a bit cranky today ahh thanks for all the birthday wishes all of you ... ALL. ok a bit lengthy here. hah. actually i must say although this year was quite miserable cos of exams (wait. all years have been miserably miserable.) ahah although it's quite miserable. it's the best of the miserablest ahah thanks !!! imean. it's quite thoughtful ahah... no wonder my other friend said i've got such nice bunch of friends here ahha.. i reallise that in recent years my birthday was quite low profile ajhha just kidding.. it's only birthday ANYWAY.. every year also routinely have .. quite surprised that y'all remembered my birthday.. haha (: ooooooh..'i'm soo ttuoooooched'.. eeks.. ahah anyway. a BIG thank U! |
