And if i had wings i would fly...

and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Friday, May. 06, 2005

-my attorney-

WOOOOOOOTSSSSSS>
ok it's been long long long yonks..
ok hi everybody.... don't know why i've been known as ms. beasley for some time know.. oh wells! haha all because of BIttersweet... i'm feeling kinda bittersweet about it heh sigh... hmm.. check this out:
my attorney
After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth. The
first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of
what I thought to be a court house.
The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by
the defense table.
As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor.He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He
definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen.I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I
felt I knew Him.The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes.
He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room I
couldn't take my eyes off of Him.
As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin."The prosecutor rose and said,"My name is Satan and I am here to show you why this man belongs in hell."
He proceeded to tell of lies that I told, things that I stole, and In
the past when I cheated others. Satan told of other horrible
Perversions that were once in my life and the more he spoke, the further down in my seat I sank.
I was so embarrassed that I couldn't look at anyone, even my own
Attorney, as the Devil told of sins that even I had completely forgotten about. As upset as I was at Satan for telling all these things about me, I was equally upset at My Attorney who sat there silently not offering
any form of defense at all.
I know I had been guilty of those things, but I had done some good in
my life - couldn't that at least equal out part of the harm I'd done?

Satan finished with a fury and said, "This man belongs in hell, he is
guilty of all that I have charged and there is not a person who can
prove otherwise."

When it was His turn, My Attorney first asked if He might approach the bench.

The Judge allowed this over the strong objection of Satan, and beckoned Him to come forward.As He got up and started walking, I was able to see Him in His full splendor and majesty.
I realized why He seemed so familiar; this was Jesus representing me,
my Lord and my Savior.
He stopped at the bench and softly said to the Judge, "Hi, Dad," and
then He turned to address the court. "Satan was correct in saying that this man had sinned, I won't deny any of these allegations. And, yes, the wage of sin is death, and this man deserves to be punished." Jesus took a deep breath and turned to His Father with outstretched arms and proclaimed, "However, I died on the cross so that this person might have eternal life and he has accepted Me as his Savior,
so he is Mine."
My Lord continued with, "His name is written in the book of life and
no one can snatch him from Me. Satan still does not understand yet.
This man is not to be given justice, but rather mercy." As Jesus sat down, He quietly paused, looked at His Father and said, "There is nothing else that needs to be done. I've done it all."
The Judge lifted His mighty hand and slammed the gavel down.
The following words bellowed from His lips..
"This man is free." The penalty for him has already been paid in full.Case dismissed." As my Lord led me away, I could hear Satan ranting and raving, "I won't give up, I will win the next one."
I asked Jesus as He gave me my instructions where to go next, "Have
you ever lost a case?" Christ lovingly smiled and said, "Everyone that has come to Me and asked Me to represent them has received the same verdict as you,

~Paid In Full~

"Stop telling God how big your storm is. Instead, tell the storm how
big your God is!"

God Bless

Jacky Cheng
Servant Of Christ
Live Your Life With Passion
At Your Service Always

and so...
Ms. Beasley signs off

be still... 8:31 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Monday, Feb. 14, 2005

-i'm bach-

hello sorry all who have been waiting in anticipation for this day... yes, happy? haha i'm honoured..
but i'm so sorry guys. i've just got some problems on this computer haven't been able to come online for what seemed like months..oh wells' '
I"M BACH and you're Mozart!!!! haha gettit gettit???
gong xi facai. (: that's all for now... !
be still... 9:21 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Thursday, Nov. 25, 2004

-dream-

hey.. eric, if you ever read this.. for the past few days i've been trying to enter your blog but i simply can't.. did you delete it? i think you did
oh well, because of that i had a dream.. you abandoned your blog because you went overseas to get married.. strange? yea strange..
be still... 4:54 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Nov. 24, 2004

-tofu-

hey something really amusing happened two days ago.. it was a lazy afternoon.. i was in the 3rd storey in my room.. suddenly i heard my brother shouting,"what tofu is that?????!!!!!!!!!!@#$%^&%%^&*(*(&&" ok skip that.. anyway, then he was calling my mom... shouting and running around the house.. so after i long while i decided to get out my room.. ok this was bad... the moment i stepped out there was this pungent smell (try cow dung dog faeces and human faeces, oh add the plague and dirt found on your teeth)oh man.. my brother ran up to my roon while i retreated back in to my room shut the door and dared not step out! what in the world was that?? ok turned out that my maid opened a pack of week-old vaccuum-sealed tofu yupe the smell apparently turned my house into a rubbish chute? all the way to the 3rd level even! my goodness . my brother was suffocating.. it was bad.. the smell sort of lingered in the house(except my room of course) for a whole 40 mins... bad bad.. i had to mask myself to open all the windows turn on all the fans and .. this is the time where scented candles come in handy! i fished out feli's candles hah! ahhh... what a day...
WARNING!! BEWARE OF TOFUS!

be still... 12:45 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Thursday, Nov. 18, 2004

-hmm..-

memories..the band..

close up..my korg..

ucc - what a cool picture! can you see that little lightning on the right?

my korg!! is that jem or mich? anyway, it's a cool blue

be still... 1:11 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Friday, Nov. 12, 2004

-mahjong-

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be still... 1:00 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Nov. 10, 2004

-genius 2-

hey i'm a genius!!!! here goes: as always, my computer was down.. again... virused... again.. ok.. hmm i had to reformat it! and i did!! haah ok i know many people can do that.. anyway, so yea it was long and tiring.. spent to whole of yesterday since the time i woke up to fix the problem and that finally! (i'm not so genius lah.. i had some tips from Zhi Qiang -not kang) hmm.. genius??

Hey girl, what is the matter
you're crying your heart out again
don't lie girl, this was not some accident
your bruises, they gaive you away

your face sighs is shades of blue purple
your eyes tell a story of pain

walk away, you're worth more that he'll ever realise
baby walk away, spare yourself this pain
can't you see that he's not worth it
you're not meant to be treated this way
baby walk away..

you say that, you really love him
you say that he'll notice some day
but your face still sighs in shades of blue purple
your eyes tell a story pain
walk away

-corrinne may

i thought that this was quite hm.. thoughtless! (:
be still... 2:42 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Thursday, Oct. 28, 2004

-CD-

hey! we had some people come to our school yesterday!it was some DISC profiling thing and to 'discover your learning style'

ok so here goes, this funny man. so i 'discovered' that my study method's K.A. K-Kinesthetic learner; A-Auditory learner. And the other was Visual learner, which, apparently isn't how i study.
Kinesthetic - learns best by doing, feeling (i see), sensitive to touch, conceptualise through tactile senses
Auditory-good language command (yea sure)

then, DISC profiling, so i am a CD, correct/complaint/critical yet dominant/direct/decisive. in short, task-orientated.

CD= Designer
Designers exhibit a high task-orientation are are sensitive to problems, creative dtermined, analytical.... accuracy, high standards maintained... ok...Designers somtimes get bogged down and not allow others to help.. hmm sounds familiar... (:
Similar personalities in History:
- Thoman A. Edison
- W A Mozart
haha ok these inventors and genius! haha anyway, some people guessed me right.. CD hmmm

ok then i found that i was practical, am a bad listener, am emotional, stubborn, risk-taker ok enough enough! heh (: goodnight!
be still... 11:24 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, Oct. 26, 2004

-just a joke-

WARNING : JOKE OF THE CENTURY
magdalene phua has obtained a pass with a distinction for ABRSM grade 8 piano examination with a score of 130/150

funny enough for you??

you've been magged!

never in my life have i hit above 115, the last lesson before exams i had with my teacher, she gave me a hopeless look as she walked out of my house

so as the story goes, my mother called out"oh results back"
me,"let me see! don't open first"
being so eager as i am, and i expecting the worst, mother opened the envelope!
both of us laughed non-stop!!!!!!! mum,"ok i can go jog without worries now!!!!" really!!!!! so i decided to break the news to everyone!!! this is the joke of the century better take it down..
i called my piano teacher and told her the joke, she was speechless while i was still in my laughing fit. oh well, both of us said, we were expecting a "just passed" or "didn't even pass" so i called my aunt, she couldn't believe me.. ok that's why it's a joke, nobody believes me it's so funny! ok then my aunt said 'thank God' cos the last time she heard me play(months ago) she said i was too lousy. but anyway, she said i've gotta thank God

isn't it amazing how God gives much more than you ever ask for or deserve as long as you believe? all i asked was for a pass... just a pass.. i'm certain i don't deserve a distinction.. well it's a true shocking joke ok.. hahahah still can't believe it... hahahaha i'm certain it's not my own efforts that i managed a pass even.. (: aahahhhahahhahahaha can't stop smilling hahahaha

you know during the last few days i was listening to the CD and following everything which the CD played. i guess that helped so much and i know it did, certainly.. but really thank God for that reward.

my aunt said,"it's your reward for your service to God" so i am satisfied now.. (:

now, can i believe it?
be still... 6:16 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Oct. 23, 2004

-singsing-

hey ok by huimin's request, i shall update! (: be honoured!

ok i had this realisation: my mom can sing! (: hehe all these years while she popped from behind the piano with her beloved hiymnal while i was playing piano.. "come girl, play, i sing!" and then i go and play while she sings..
just that day, as she sang and i played, i realised that she was not bad, not bad at all! haha all those vibratos and all that
not bad,, my mom can sing!
anyway, so for many years she's been asking "hey should i join the church's choir? should i?? can or not?/"
now, i can finally give her the green light! hah

anyway i got back end of years
not so enlightening
even A math was my best subject i was totally peeved at the marks that i was deducted for . it almost seemed as if the marker was trying too hard to look for things to minus in my scripts .. it seems that the marker does not like me. at all. ok nvm 'it's over' that's what mr. yeo had to say.
nvm i got b4 for english and there goes: 9 pts..
ok my father was totally bugging me for that english.. and for that little A1s i got (i thought it was reasonable) i was not actually rewarded by my parents! ah hah! ok but nvm my R5 was 5 points anyhow,

ok now back to books for chinese 'o's
be still... 5:48 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Oct. 02, 2004

-brothers-

why are people so selfish and even calculative? ok it's not a really grave sin,, but why do they even be so to their siblings? to the younger ones even.. arent' they old enough not to be so childish? aren't they to be an example? while somebody is sick and in bed have you ever seen his/her brother waking up to care for hhim/her rather than scold him/her for disturbing his sleep with the coughs? i have yet to see.. in this world, there are two kinds of brothers. it disgusts me to see who the younger one has to swallow the older's unreasoning. this is the world for you and i am in it. sigh so it simply shows in the near future we all can never expect to ask for any help (even financially) from your brother
be still... 10:58 a.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Sept. 29, 2004

-the art of scccrrr...atch-

imagine closing your eyes for a second, open it, realising to your horror that red bumps start appearing all over you... ah hah! what are they! yes! allergic reaction.. better known as hives.. ok..
cause: Hong Kong MOoncakes
10pm sigh.. the mooncake was green what do you expect? heh anyway.. so they started appearing all over my leg and arm and soon enough, it started crawling up my back to my neck.. wow... ok..
2am i woke up, found myself scatching myself.. go up to pray.. - by that time my whole leg was swollen and itchy (ouch!)
4am woke up again.. same thing...
6am waahhh... it's all gone.. the worse was gone (so i thought) happily, i went to school... then by the second period, i noticed very few bumps on my knee. ok i thought they were just remains... ok wonderfully, they started grawing so rapidly.. so so so rapidly matter of minutes, ah hah! half my leg..
930am my father arrived to pick me to see mr. doctor. yeah...on the way, my father was trying to diagnose this "weird" illness. ok yea.. measles.. mosquitos.. unhygienic.. it all came out.. ok anyway it's allergy (:
that's about it... oh and i slacked at
be still... 6:47 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Friday, Sept. 24, 2004

-back from hospital-

my maid's finally back from the hospital after one week of an operation and physiotherapy (:
be still... 6:51 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Sept. 11, 2004

-why?-

why does God grant us freedom of choice?
be still... 5:52 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, Sept. 07, 2004

-journey-

ok i just added mp. 3 from don't know where? but butbut... it's sounds super fake.. i doesn't really sound like corrinne may's voice! hmmm weird.. sounds fake... oh well...

It's a long long journey
Till I know where I'm supposed to be
It's a long long journey
And I don't know if I can believe
When shadows fall and block my eyes
I am lost and know that I must hide
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you

Many days I've spent
Drifting on through empty shores
Wondering what's my purpose
Wondering how to make me strong

I know I will falter
I know I will cry
I know you'll be standing by my side
It's a long long journey
And I need to be close to you

Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
When pride builds me up till I can't see my soul
Will you break down these walls and pull me through

Cause It's a long long journey
Till I feel that I am worth the price
You paid for me on calvary

Beneath those stormy skies

When Satan mocks and friends turn to foes
It feels like everything is out to make me lose control
It's a long long journey
Till I find my way home to you
To you

be still... 5:21 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, Sept. 07, 2004

-genius-

i am a genius arent i????!!!!!

ahahahah my internet's been down for a week now!!! ahah and i just fixed it!!! ahahah. ..well, like i said either they really really don't know.. or they're just waiting for me to fix it for them.. haha oh well... can't expect my mother of father of brother to know anyway hahah anyway i'm just glad now!!! haha

can't believe it.. i'm always the one fixing the silly computer.... sigh.. haha actually an honour too! ",

oh yea when to watch a musical the otherday.. hmm interesting ",

tada
be still... 2:40 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Aug. 18, 2004

-defence?-

hey. was asked to write a silly poem on DEFENCE for social studies.... so propaganda right? and so this was what we came up with

Defence,
makes us less tense
gives us some sense
so won't jump o'er the fence
so do your part can?

haha reminds me of the sars rap.. oh well.

anywya,... YM being 2 yrs old, need lots of prayer.. keep in prayer. on sunday... there was sth. bothering me... and i'm disgusted... so...

yup...Goodday!
be still... 11:30 a.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Aug. 14, 2004

-virus -free-

hey everybody!! hahaha i'm final on blogging again!!!! heheh.

i fixed my computer virus!!!!! i'm so proud of myself!!! hahaha but better not get into my head first eh? hehe

my com's almost well again!!! hehehe

i'm so happy i'm so glad...anyway... tt's pretty bad... cos we're supposed to do an online physics test... erm... by MRS TONG MEI JIT>. well, she's got sth. with online stuff...

let me tell you the problem with technology... when everything goes mad with your computer.. nothing you can do.. can retrieve all you had.. you ONCE had i mean.. haha.. and because of this silly computer (dell dimension 4600 pentium 4)i couldn't go into sites namely: erm school dna... and i sort of missed the deadline for the test.. oh well. there goes my marks... anyway...i wonder why nobody in this house ever considered or bothered to fix the problem... now, with the virus problem solved, i can do lots of stuff...!!! 1- i can send email messages, that means i can send msges to my band heh! (i couldn't previsouly, pathetic ain't it!!!) 2- i can enter more sites (great!) 3- lots more!!! like get rid NTsearch (whatever that is)
oh yeah recently i have been working on the 28 aug sat service chordsheets. wow it's long. 6 pages. but it's ok i'm done!

goodday
be still... 10:49 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Jul. 31, 2004

-making the grade-

hey guys . band. i'm glad for this entire journey for the past 3 months or so. it's been especially tiring but now, it seems all worthwhile. and the fun and joy we had from each other including Wenfu was invaluable. i musst confess i almost did want to drop out of this but now, i don't mind going all the way back.. this journey, i hope, i will never everforget. it's now the end of a successful journey cos hey we all worked for it and we truly bonded as a band

it was fun while it lasted, but all good things come to an end

the fond memories will never leave me... the tears we shed was all worth it.. a big hand for everybody. job well done.. a great journey of opportunities and fun.. and yes, we mananged to move the hard heart of Wenfu. and thanks for treating us the way you did. love you all the band..

three cheers for BangSters!

gooday. smile
be still... 3:58 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Jul. 03, 2004

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be still... 9:29 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, Jul. 03, 2004

-acts 10:43-

hey. for the benefit of myself, i have indeed indeed updated. so, here goes!

come for the MGS Musical 'Making the Grade'! even if you don't feel you enjoy the script, you would enjoy the music that was written (i hope!) (: or vice versa. heh.

btw, in my previous entree, i mentioned a 'passage in the Bible' that would have to be Acts 10:43.

anyway, isn't cool that you realise that your classmate is AlSo fasting along with you? cool eh.. .! ",

woots
be still... 9:22 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Sunday, Jun. 27, 2004

-Prayer Conference 04-

hey. i came back from International Prayer Conference 2004 not too long ago.

it was pretty amazing. and refreshing of course, i mean, it's a prayer conference. btw, it's not that tiring to be praying all day long. but we didn't anyway. basically, the speakers were wonderful.

the Holy Spirit swept through (by using the word swept i mean it) the auditorium of ACS(Barker) it let out the Holy Spirit in us, as the God, or the Grace of God, fell on us greatly. we had 6 workshops in total. and one of the workshops mentioned that yes, God the Father is everywhere. God the Holy Spirit is in you. hmm anyway, i learnt much from this. (: what does it feel like to have alter calls everyday? sometimes twice. and where the power of God manifests. what does it feel like to have 3 worships (or rather these are worship services)?

the more appropriate word: xiong ah!

anyway, one question bugging me when i came across a verse: It is true that even though we don't repent, we are forgiven of our sins since Jesus paid for us at the Cross. But it says in Acts that you are forgiven in repentance? hmm anyway. bye!
be still... 5:47 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Sunday, Jun. 13, 2004

-YM leaders' retreat 04-

hey just came back from YM Leaders' Retreat 2004. apparently, i was the youngest there. nevertheless, i 'm thankful. it was great. learnt loads although some might say it's not applicable to me? hmm. maybe? maybe not! ",

"God's not goign to say,"Well done, you good and busy servant." But, "well done you good and faithful servant." -[can't remember who said it]

it was great for me. hmm.. slept really late. yupe and i'll be off to the international prayer conference from thur to fri. yupe. and from now. sch from 9 to 5 everyday. for musical rehearsal. hmmm yupe.. have a nice day pple. God bless you.

[i'm feeling hmm.... really empty]
be still... 9:05 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, May. 25, 2004

-questions-

i jsut had two qns that were asked. and hmm

1)is it we humans ask too much from GOd and He does not answer them cos he wants to test us?

2)what do you do when in situations you doubt.

well, i have the answers!

God does not answer us cos He has greater plans for us than our requests.and the testing bit. well, it's quite long. well actually my friend said her friend,who juist accpeted Christ asked her that. hmmm ... questions.

in situations when i doubt. Faith is all i have to make me believe in the one and only living God

just sth. to ponder
be still... 9:39 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, May. 25, 2004

-chapel-

heya! finally, with some help i managed to get. my computer is up and running again! (: yepp!

just a few days ago was the YM saturday service. i felt it was a great worship session. and my band did a wonderfully good job! Well done! well, not like i did much as band leader. arthur (bass) was great! awesome.. zhiwei(drm) was wonderful too! yeah! i'm so proud of Charity. well, technicalities aside, it was a great worship spiritually, for me. and for all i hope. yang shen. hm. i think why is cos. 1) yang shen did prepare for this worship a month ago.
2) we, as a band. were much more unified
3) i believe that this time round. all of us did had our right focuses!
that's great! for once!

it encouraged me quite a bit. yep! great!

well, great is aobu tthe only thing i can say (:

anyway, yesterday we had chapel (class) and few days back. i was called to share a little sth.

i had in mind so quickly to share about FAITH! well, basically what you guys might have in mind probably i talked about IPC.

well, anyway. i went home to prepare my first of such 3-pt sharing/testimonial/sermon(heh!).

Matthew 14(niv)
26When the disciples saw him walking on the lake, they were terrified. "It's a ghost," they said, and cried out in fear. 27But Jesus immediately said to them: "Take courage! It is I. Don't be afraid."

28"Lord, if it's you," Peter replied, "tell me to come to you on the water." 29"Come," he said.

30Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus. But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, "Lord, save me!" 31Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. "You of little faith," he said, "why did you doubt?"

32And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down. 33Then those who were in the boat worshiped him, saying, "Truly you are the Son of God."

that passage was what i shared of. so i did share of IPC thing.the whole one month process of debating with God. how i fell how pple like Jie Ming and denise helped me out. and how when i wanted to look for Ms Bong. she was no where found. but i kept trying

my 3 pts

1) Jesus is always there to pick you up when you fall - that's exactly what happened. when i lost faith. things went down and down. exam period too. and there i regained what i thouight i lost.

2) Faith is built when He shows himself to us in the midst of a situation where you need Him. - surely, after this. faith was restored and even strenghtned more. surely, now i know what believing and trusting in the Father can do to you (v.27)i was afraid. of everything.

my last and main pt

3) Don't be afraid, have faith! again, v. 27 says. 'it is I, do not be afraid'

i was telling them this whole thing was a test of faith for me because i chose to make it a test of my faith. and basically by God's grace, i passed the test!

yep this was what i was sharing on. and i'm glad i actually achieved the attention of the pple.it was rather encouraging. praise God

i'm just glad. i shared. to this bunch of pple. even though it was a mere 10-15 mins. i just felt a great sense of achievement inspired by God. and i'm glad for the opportunity given to me. to share.

the wonderful thing was,... mrs cheong. initially wanted to share as well. and she did. and just so wonderful. her topic totally went in hand with mine.! yupe! she talked about perseverance

it's wonderful how things works in GOd's perfection!

it was a great chapel service

Amen!

be still... 7:25 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Tuesday, May. 18, 2004

-amen!-

AMen! praise the Lord! Amen! Praise the Lord!
Glory Hallelujah, Praise the Lord!
i'm gonna jump down, turn around, touch the ground,
Praise the Lord!

wow! Let me tell yu what the Lord has done for me haha. he restored my faith in Him. (: the news now: i'm goign for IPC!!!!! wonderful? wonderful!

Amen!
be still... 7:36 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Monday, May. 17, 2004

-LTC...-

man. when i'm looking for ms bong. she's busy. there she is accessing prefects-to-be. and here i am not dropping being an SL. LTC. it's ok. i'm waiting.

thanks for your prayers (if any) i will take courage. according to God's plans for me.

God's calling? so what's it like again?

it's ok.i'm preparing for band prac later on, wed and fri anyway. for the 220504 saturday service.

yang shen will be leading the worship.it's after exams! so chill!a great time of praise!

Bless ya people (:
be still... 3:04 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, May. 12, 2004

-exams... done-

well, exams over for me..... good thing. bad thing. i don't know a thing.

well, it's been a long long time. i've been thinking. what's up for me?

Let the weak say i am strong
let the poor say i am rich
let the blind say i can see
it's what the Lord has done in me
Hosanna! Hosanna!
to the lamb that was slain
hosanna! Hosanna!
Jesus died and rose again

May blessings be upon all you pple. even as exams are over. (:
be still... 6:26 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Monday, May. 10, 2004

-prothesis-

hi prothesis, if you ever come here again. that is. (:
be still... 8:14 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, May. 08, 2004

-daniel 5-

the writing on the wall
be still... 7:47 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, May. 08, 2004

-sinners.-

sinners? aren't you saved?
be still... 12:12 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Saturday, May. 08, 2004

-distractions-

"blessed are the meek for they shall inherit the earth" matt 5
hmmm
you can turn work into worship by acknowledging God's presence

amen to that?

well, just read it in Cher's blog... hmmm ahha

anyway.guys guys things are going round the corner. and little meek magdalene. has nowhere nowhat. prayer.

in this present world. right now. distractions all over the place. distractions that apparently, pull you away. drag you down. you (i) thought it was nothing much. you (i) don't realise but the fact: you are on a battle field. all these distractions are stealing away what little precious time you have with your Father in Heaven.

my prayer today is . that no way the evil one is going to let all these distractions overcome you. pray to get rid.

well, i guess nobody knows what i'm talking about yeah? (: well, it's ok.

just a gentle reminder: if you ever think about it. and you are drawing further... you ... know what's going on.

anyway, keep Jerik in prayer (:
Ym and it's leaders
you and me
the evil one is really working.
pray.

have faith. God Bless all you people

be still... 12:04 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Apr. 28, 2004

-IPC04-

i need prayer.. thanks.

International Prayer Conference 2004.(16-19 June 2004) is where i wanted to go.. it's prayer for me. it's just time. to set aside for... prayer.. for others. yourself. workshops. it'll be quite well, good for me to go.. with the prayer meeting grp.

well, have been seeking God's help for it recently.. just that.. i have Leadership Trng Camp 17-19 June. it's not the time for me.. i've been asking God for some help here.. but seriously, LTC is to me, a waste of time. i'd rather go for IPC.. which under such circumstances, i can't. and yepp. i know i have a few more days.. to sign up for IPC.. and i have a strong belief that things would change.. (: prayer is all i need. faith. i feel the need to attend IPC.

ask. seek.
be still... 6:40 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Apr. 28, 2004

-IPC04-

i need prayer.. thanks.

ask. seek.
be still... 6:40 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Friday, Apr. 23, 2004

-humility-

(do you give advice or receive advice? do you use the wisdom in you or the humiulity?)- added on 24th Apr 04

we learn new things each day...

moses had many sons. well pp don't mock .. me i didn't know.. seriously. well for someone like me who never actually saw any point or had any discipline to read the bible.. until perhaps the end of last year. amazing isn't it. or rather it's always that my bible's rotting. but really. i'm glad i actually do find some meaning in doing so...

ah hah!

anyway. from my previous point... it says wisdom you should ask for. as well as humility..

to posses humility is .was and is a gift. i should add. i'm not always like that.. though... right be receptive to ideas and changes.. cos that person is serious about it. bah......

anyway.. gtg now have a nice day. keep that faith
be still... 12:45 a.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Thursday, Apr. 22, 2004

-Moses-

read. exodus.

Moses.. had a wife? a father-in-law? hmm seriously. our rather some of you might mock me for saying this.. but.... i never knew...and father-in-law's name was Jethro i think.

anyway. while Moses had the wisdom to to lead the people of Israel, or rather gain the respect of the israelites, he too wasn't after all proud.. i mean the opposite of humble. Jethro was a priest and visited Moses wait.. did i say? Moses had a wife and 2 sons... (i'm sorry if you already knew this) anyway.. Jethro visited Moses and observed what he was doing..

so.. Jethro gave him some advice and Moses listened.

you see.. we, as us, should not only desire wisdom.. but also humility to be humble to listen to others.

humility and wisdom is what we should seek. have a nice day. (:

sometimes we are too proud to listen to others and do things our own way.

be humble enough to listen to others if and only if he is doing it for good of you, others, God.

keep that faith

be still... 9:44 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Monday, Apr. 19, 2004

-where's that faith?-

ponder for the day...

where's that faith...?

"faith i can move the mountains i can do all things through Christ.."
can faith do all that?

Keep that kind of faith going.
Blessed.. you are.
(:

be still... 8:26 p.m.
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and i will soar on wings like eagles everyday of my life...Wednesday, Mar. 31, 2004

-DJW04-

Work becomes worship when you perform it with an awareness of God's presence. -Joel Koh('s blog) Discover Jesus Week

"The Joy of the Lord is my strength" Nehemiah 8:10

"Do not be afraid. i will never leave you nor forsake" Deut 31:8...

wonderful verses. aren't they.. those are the verses that i wont forget.. man..

Some things i found wonderful. some things i didn't ... at first..

the 1st day.. well we had reginald. wearing the same shirt as JOH posing as the same character--- the old famous WILLIAM HUNG.. anyway... yupe frea factor poor cherie...

2nd day.. walked in the hall... WHoooaa.. it's going to be great.. what a great band setup.. wonderfu.. but tt's not the point. it was supposed to be a concert.. i heard.. i went oh no... i can't stand the idea of a concert. well it went the way i least expected. it's a great change to me.. cos if it was the same again every year. I'd say they'd be playing with our emotions. now tt's not the right way to go... yupe. it was wonderful. with the fusion w/s leader there tooo.

day3: well. it was wonderful.. well. i don't know i can't tell... plain emotions with everybody?

doesn't matter.. my classmate - scholar was indeed. wonderfully converted... again... i say.. emotions? well. i'm puzzled by this fact..

anyway.. again. i'd say its a wonderful change..

1) introduction..
2)understanding of Jesus Christ
3) the invitation... .

isn't it rather better? well this are just my opinios. don't have to agree totally.

you see. previous years there was an invitation.. to go up front in front of stage.. let me say this: it's more of courage at first... later on it's become .. ok. i'm goign to be like her.(who's gone up) ... and you know.. seem like courageous. clean.. Holy... where.. you know. i cry.. you cry.. now.. tt's emotions... feelings.. if it really was, that's if. tt's i believe, not what God really wants of you.

anway.. so what does He realyl want?
be still... 9:59 p.m.
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